Kal ho na ho.

Us haath ko.........tum thaam lo .
Wo meherbaan...........kal ho na ho.

When you find yourself.

Human beings. . . .  we are interesting creatures. I've never really thought of looking for "love" in life per se....I just wanted to be the scientist who brings glory to mankind through his discovery of the nature of spacetime. Anyways, that dream remains distant....however, a much more plausible dream somehow just sprang out of nowhere. I began to love this girl with unassuming approach and simple looks.

I would not know what she had been thinking like or is thinking like right now. I do not know if it would even ever be read by her.......however, I do know that as and when she matures and finds herself, either she will come to me, or someone who looks at her just the way I do. I am just hopeful that that happens sooner rather than later.

 My only issue is that the worldly pursuits would limit her ability to be herself. She definitely has a lot of maturity to gain, and in all probability that cost me my love.....but maybe I would not have fallen for a more mature her.

Anyways, I just love you girl. Come to me when you must. Not before.

"Somebody started loving ........................." : (Shakespeare)

I do not know... and I am not convinced.

I can not accept that you're too different that the one I loved...may be you're just a little too kiddish....maybe not so logical in terms of thinking but you are the one I love for a reason.... Its possible that I'd have been swayed by emotions during my explanations, but they came later....the girl with those abstract pictures and thoughts is not likely to be so different... The girl who quotes Shakespeare's most touching lines can't be so different than me........If only you knew me ....... You need to......

When I come to your place, I will try to have some of the issues addressed.

I dont know what it is, but it tells me that I must just not give up on you............that it would be a crime on us both. It is a conviction which is possibly a flawed one, but Its a beautiful explanation for what I have been doing.

Kal ho na ho ....

Tumhe apna banane ki khwahish to thi

Par tum hamare ho ye bhi humko kehna nahi

Gar yahi chahte ho to ye hi sahi

Ishq-e dariya me tumko utarna nahi .

Chakki peesing peesing peesing....

Guess we've had enough of sad posts here...a bit of humor for a change :) .

My love

Maybe true love is a decision. You know, a decision to take a chance with somebody. To give to somebody. Without worrying whether they'll give anything back. Or if they're gonna hurt you, or if they really are the one. 
 
Maybe love isn't something that happens to you. Maybe it's something you have to choose...


But for me, it seems the other way....it just happened. I did not chose ...I did not intend to.....never did, never would. That is where my subconscious got the better of me I guess. But I am still glad I loved you. It told me how much I can care....how much I can love....and how little it can matter.  Invaluable. 


And invaluable are each bit of memories that I have of you. 

And yes, to be honest to the core, I would say true love is sacrifice. Of any kind ......its such a shame that I can't even get to sacrifice ..... alll that is being sacrificed is the love itself....or maybe it's being killed. :) . I hope that it is you yourself who has chosen to kill it....otherwise its just a little silly . . . . and in that case, you need to reconsider.

Pagla gai hain sach me kaa....

Humko to samjh me nhi aa rha hai ke prablum kaa hai aapko .....


You are acting as if I issued death threat to you instead of professing my love. :) .

Udgaar :)

Hum tumhe kyaa bataein ti kya dikha tumme hume

Bas koi humko batade ........... ke kyu na tum insaa(n) rahe

Dekhte hum reh gae or kitne sapne tut gae

Or ham sapne ko sach karne ki khatir lut gae

Na tumhe hum dosh denge par tumhi khud soch lo

Pyar wo ek ehsaar hai jiske liye hum mit gae .....

Aother parody

This one is not quite as sad as the state of the affairs.

Aaaya mere man me kyu too
Diya mujhko prem ye kyu
Too hi hai sapna, too hi jaan
Maula mere, le le meri jaan

Padh bhi lena kabhi ye saari bakwas.

Itna khoobsoorat hai ye jahaan
Fir hum aa gae kyu is dagar, yahaan ?
Jise na hona chahiye tha dil me, wo hai ab yahaan
Pyar ko kyu na samajh pata hai insaan ?