No two ways now.

It will probably get ugly before it ends, but thats the only way now. When in a corner, every living creature retaliates. Only thing is, I will try to be as civil as I can be. I am not "god" anyways.


Or maybe, just maybe; instead of getting ugly, it will get beautiful.

Cometh the hour, again.

My wounds are less painful now but questions are still unanswered. I think it is time to seek some answers now.

Ziddi to hain aap.

I appreciate the fact that you're stubborn enough to follow through with the apparent "oath" that you seemed to have taken (except the one exception) .

I am awed to see that kind of resolve, since I had twice thought of letting you go, but this longing got the better of me each time. I am so much in love, you see.

I am even aware that you may not even be reading this crap blog at all ....but hope is so audacious.

Anyways, I dreamed of you today too....and we were talking.....walking together on the beach....I never looked towards you .....and after a long time, when I did look towards you, you did not have a face.....it was dark black...I was horrified and woke up. Whatever it means, I just wanted to say that I love you.

Friendship Day .

Somebody once said:

"Love is friendship set on fire" .

That somebody was Jeremy Taylor.

A very happy friendship day to you. May you have a beautiful time ..and find the vision that I want you to. :)

Why o' chaos ?

Why did not the chaos of the universe make me with better looks ? I see no other reason but that . :( .]

Only thing is I never thought she is that superficial....I still do not.

Persistance is not adamance.

I know the most amazing thing for you would be that how could something in you be so great.............. that it has had me feel like you're my life for almost an year now...... I just hope you someday feel the same about someone the way I feel today for yo...and only then will you understand that I deserved better treatment, and if I did not really love you completely unconditionally, I would have stopped following up long long ago.

I persist because I can't turn the switch to the "off" state.  :) And that is because there is no such switch at all.

Girls . . :)

You, I love ...and you can't EVEN RESPOND ? .... Maybe you really can't understand. But it's a tragedy if you can.

I have a strong intuitive sense..... and I've learned to trust my intuitions ...(the risk of being wrong has to be taken sometimes.)

Love can not be demanded, but it can be born...........except in case of exceptions, which I trust you are not.

If you however are, I might be half past doomed  :)

Interesting perspectives.... :)

http://help.com/post/252446-why-does-he-love-me

You are what you are.

And you are whom I love.

Just seconds ago, I had goosebumps as I thought of you..... if there is something like prayer....then every bit of myself prayed for you.......... and as I type this.....I get that feeling again. I don't really know what true love is, if it is not this.

I don't really know love at all maybe.  Or maybe I know it too well.

Thoda sa thak gaya hoon.

Un sawalon ko lekar chala tha mai,
Badi door tak nikal gaya tha mai...

Par ab aisa lagta hai , ke jaise kadam chalte hain par mai ruk gaya hoon
Dil dhadakta hai, par khoon kehta hai ke mai jal gaya hoon

Is duniya ko khush karne ki koshisho se naraaz hoon.
Jo suni na unhone, wo awaaz hoon...

Samajhna mushkil na tha, ye soch ke hairaan hoon
Beech gulistaano ke, mai ek registaan hoon.

Aisa nahi ke har waqt pareshaan-o-hairaan hoon
Khair lagta hai ke mai to kho chuka jahaan hoon

Ishq shama se jisko, mai wo badkismat toofaan hoon.
Mehfil ke sitaaron, mai to bas ek aur kadr-daan hoon..

Par wo kyu bhul jaate hain, ke ummid-e-mohabbat me kurbaan hoon...
Shaq bas iska hai ke kya unki nazar me mai ab bhi insaan hoon ?

Na aai aap ko, mai wo haya hoon.
Soch lo bas ishq ka ek andaaze bayaan hoon.
Chlna hai zindagi bhar, raah par magar,
Is kadar kyu lag raha hai ....thak gaya hoon .