"Somebody started loving ........................." : (Shakespeare)

I do not know... and I am not convinced.

I can not accept that you're too different that the one I loved...may be you're just a little too kiddish....maybe not so logical in terms of thinking but you are the one I love for a reason.... Its possible that I'd have been swayed by emotions during my explanations, but they came later....the girl with those abstract pictures and thoughts is not likely to be so different... The girl who quotes Shakespeare's most touching lines can't be so different than me........If only you knew me ....... You need to......

When I come to your place, I will try to have some of the issues addressed.

I dont know what it is, but it tells me that I must just not give up on you............that it would be a crime on us both. It is a conviction which is possibly a flawed one, but Its a beautiful explanation for what I have been doing.

Kal ho na ho ....

Tumhe apna banane ki khwahish to thi

Par tum hamare ho ye bhi humko kehna nahi

Gar yahi chahte ho to ye hi sahi

Ishq-e dariya me tumko utarna nahi .

Chakki peesing peesing peesing....

Guess we've had enough of sad posts here...a bit of humor for a change :) .

My love

Maybe true love is a decision. You know, a decision to take a chance with somebody. To give to somebody. Without worrying whether they'll give anything back. Or if they're gonna hurt you, or if they really are the one. 
 
Maybe love isn't something that happens to you. Maybe it's something you have to choose...


But for me, it seems the other way....it just happened. I did not chose ...I did not intend to.....never did, never would. That is where my subconscious got the better of me I guess. But I am still glad I loved you. It told me how much I can care....how much I can love....and how little it can matter.  Invaluable. 


And invaluable are each bit of memories that I have of you. 

And yes, to be honest to the core, I would say true love is sacrifice. Of any kind ......its such a shame that I can't even get to sacrifice ..... alll that is being sacrificed is the love itself....or maybe it's being killed. :) . I hope that it is you yourself who has chosen to kill it....otherwise its just a little silly . . . . and in that case, you need to reconsider.

Pagla gai hain sach me kaa....

Humko to samjh me nhi aa rha hai ke prablum kaa hai aapko .....


You are acting as if I issued death threat to you instead of professing my love. :) .

Udgaar :)

Hum tumhe kyaa bataein ti kya dikha tumme hume

Bas koi humko batade ........... ke kyu na tum insaa(n) rahe

Dekhte hum reh gae or kitne sapne tut gae

Or ham sapne ko sach karne ki khatir lut gae

Na tumhe hum dosh denge par tumhi khud soch lo

Pyar wo ek ehsaar hai jiske liye hum mit gae .....

Aother parody

This one is not quite as sad as the state of the affairs.

Aaaya mere man me kyu too
Diya mujhko prem ye kyu
Too hi hai sapna, too hi jaan
Maula mere, le le meri jaan

Padh bhi lena kabhi ye saari bakwas.

Itna khoobsoorat hai ye jahaan
Fir hum aa gae kyu is dagar, yahaan ?
Jise na hona chahiye tha dil me, wo hai ab yahaan
Pyar ko kyu na samajh pata hai insaan ?

Go on on on.

Terars may have run dry..
Dimag ka ho gya bheja fry
But the heart would't buy
It tells me go try, try & try.

Being Human to a Human being

A human is just flesh over bones....except for the brain and the consciousness (or an illusion of it).Add to it our emotions and you have a life. Add to it, love; and you've lived it with a sense of worth. You would probably never understand that your very dreams . . . . . . . (and what else could they be for a human) passed you from so close and you turned away. . . . . . . . . there is still time . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . There will always be. . . . . . . . . . . till we either disappear for ever (if soul does not exists) or else, we will meet in heaven (hope that god does not send u to hell for this ...just kidding ok ?)

Till then, try to free your mind of confirming to the society ..... they will tell you what to do till you eventually give up. All that you need to give up is your attitude, as already discussed on facebook.  It shows fear more than anything else.