Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Purgatory.

Neither happy nor sad, neither restless nor at peace, neither angry nor calm, neither true nor false, neither consistent nor inconsistent, Neither clear nor blurred.

No hate but love.

And the point that I have been trying to make is that it is NOT such a big deal in general but it IS everything (well, almost everything) for me. 

Being punished for love makes little sense, does it. Do I deserve to be angry ? Am I wrong when I do, and is it that the love was not true? But my mother also gets angry at me ...when I irritate her...anger then is probably just a human weakness and not an acid test for love. 

I am just too engrossed by this one person. And the person seemingly can't be less engrossed. The operative word is "seemingly" .