It has been some time since I have been home. The last time was January 1st,2010. Amma (Grandma) had passed away. It was strange how I had booked my tickets only two days ago. As If I was destined to be there on the day. Anyways, I must say this. I go back home this time with mixed feelings.
Had some of the recent things not happened, I would have told of "you" to my parents. I would have told them how much I felt for you what I had gone through. I would have, for I thought that the other side was "civil". Now the delusion is shattered. Just one word was enough. While I definitely will keep my end of the bargain by responding to the call on that number, I do not see any point in letting the family know, for It would only escalate things further.
Anyways, they would sense something is what I know. And I am not a great liar. So let us see how far can I take it.
PS: I just love you.
