To have the feeling that you are letting go of the most precious sentiment of your life......your first "qualified" love.... is something that has been keeping me going. I would probably keep at it at one level or another till I have either changed the status quo, my heart changes or till I die.
There is no point giving up on your love just because it is not reciprocated...that would be opportunistic in my view and I can not afford to have that view on myself. It would hurt me worse than anything that has transpired in the last four months.
However this quote had me so happy about all this and I believe that it deserves a mention here:
"When you are joyous, look deep into your heart and you shall find it is only that which has given you sorrow that is giving you joy. When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight." : Kahlil Gibran
