The silence of the room . Makes me feel strange. Makes me think why I loved you. I have no answer. But I think on. I think why you could not love me. I have no answer. I am silent. Sleepy and silent. Waiting to get ready for office. I am feeling that feeling again..the strange sensation in the chest..what causes it ? I am feeling intrigued... I am stupid... (or am I?) . I am a man ....I am genetically programmed to love women....why this one girl then .... "Love is blind" ...that is what they all say.....I would say love is stupid. I would say that, and at the same time, go on with this stupidity. It is a moral imperative, is it not ? If I can not love her in the face of her not loving me, to me; it means that I did not love her at all. It means that I wanted a deal with her. Relationships, (particularly this one) have to be pure. If I can not keep loving her in this case, I would have proved to be a nut in my own eyes. I do not look forward to any of the heartaches but I definitely will make sure we meet once again. I will talk to anyone that I have to. Lets see what fate has in store.
PS1: Only thing, sometimes, your non-responsiveness makes me feel as if somebody is choking my mouth with clothes and I can not speak. It is the only analogy that I can offer. And I mean it. Hope the realization comes in sooner rather than later to you.
PS2: I love you.
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Silly Facebook quiz.
Whatever this quiz might have meant..I just took it on Facebook and felt like posting.....a bit of truth lies in it. :)
Dear Einstein, The answers given to the questions have been shown to have a relevance to values and ideals that we hold in our personal lives. The analysis follows:
You are walking in the woods with _______ . _______ is the most important person in your life.: You see a Horse. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems.: You enter a Silent understanding with the animal? The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems. (passively/aggressively)
You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing and before you is your Dream House. It is Medium sized house with 3 rooms,kitchen. The size of your dream house is representative of the size of your ambition to resolve your problems.
Is your dream house surrounded by a fence? You answered No. No fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You´d prefer people not to drop by unannounced.:
You enter the house. You walk to the dining area and see the dining table. Cover, Fruits, Ice cream, Utensils flow are on and around the table. If your answer did not include food, people, or flowers, then you are generally unhappy.
You exit the house through the back door. Lying in the grass is a cup. The cup is made of Silver. . The durability of the material with which the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship with _______. For example, styrafoam, plastic, and paper are all disposable, styrofoam, paper and glass are not durable, and metal and plastic are durable.
You Put honey and icecream into it & giv her. Your disposition of the cup is representative of your attitude towards _______
_______________________________________________________________________
I've replaced your name with blanks.
Dear Einstein, The answers given to the questions have been shown to have a relevance to values and ideals that we hold in our personal lives. The analysis follows:
You are walking in the woods with _______ . _______ is the most important person in your life.: You see a Horse. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems.: You enter a Silent understanding with the animal? The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems. (passively/aggressively)
You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing and before you is your Dream House. It is Medium sized house with 3 rooms,kitchen. The size of your dream house is representative of the size of your ambition to resolve your problems.
Is your dream house surrounded by a fence? You answered No. No fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You´d prefer people not to drop by unannounced.:
You enter the house. You walk to the dining area and see the dining table. Cover, Fruits, Ice cream, Utensils flow are on and around the table. If your answer did not include food, people, or flowers, then you are generally unhappy.
You exit the house through the back door. Lying in the grass is a cup. The cup is made of Silver. . The durability of the material with which the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship with _______. For example, styrafoam, plastic, and paper are all disposable, styrofoam, paper and glass are not durable, and metal and plastic are durable.
You Put honey and icecream into it & giv her. Your disposition of the cup is representative of your attitude towards _______
_______________________________________________________________________
I've replaced your name with blanks.
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