Raksha Bandhan is not so happy.

I never felt like this before. Never on a raksha bandhan day at least. I am aware that I must make the next move sooner rather than later. Nothing can be achieved if nothing is done. And I already have enough at stake.

My agenda shall not be to marry you, but to let ourselves know each other....and life will take it's own course from there on. I want to take it forward from where our first conversation after that first email ended. It was painful but I was happy.

Now the pain has subsided but life seems to have lost a bit of meaning.

Landslide

I took my love and I took it down
Climbed a mountain and turned around
And I saw my reflection in the snow-covered hills
Till the landslide brought it down

Oh, mirror in the sky - What is love?
Can the child within my heart rise above?
Can I sail through the changin' ocean tides?
Can I handle the seasons of my life?
I don't know, I don't know

Well, I've been afraid of changin'
Because I've built my life around you
But time makes you bolder, even children get older
And I'm getting older, too

So, take my love, take it down
Climb a mountain and turn around
And if you see my reflection in the snow-covered hills
Well, the landslide will bring it down
The landslide will bring it down

Credit : To you, and to Fleetwood Mac. :)