A friend I trusted. I trusted him like anything. So much so that I decided to go "naked" in front of him by telling him about my deepest of emotions and feelings. I chose to lay bare in front of him, the silliest of thought and the tenderest of sentiments that I had developed. I found him to be a close confidante of mine and being in the emotionally charged up state of mind that I was, I told him the link to the blog.I told him that I had been blogging about my sentiments and experiences that I have had associated with yourself, my love.
However, this "friend" apparently did not care enough.
One, all the close friends of him and his room partner (both subscribers to the blog) came to know of it.
Secondly, one girl, a common friend of "her" and this friend was told of this blog by him. She was close enough to go directly to you my love and tell this to you, but if I can assure you, trust me when I say that I did not intend for you to read this blog till then.
I knew what that would have meant to you and how It would have impacted your psyche....it is just that the emotions just made me fly for a short while...I had lost track of life, of time..... of myself....and when It all just seemed to go away, my heart got the better of me.
My sentiments and emotions made me do what I would have otherwise never done. I went ahead and mailed about 6 people about this blog.
I hardly received any acolades from anyone, however you had your bits to say. . . . . did you not.
Just be at peace, not like myself...............love.
