Each of these things held true.

Some answers are coming....maybe :)

Right now.......I am in the same situation, it seems........ I know that this silly girl is so falling in love with me........ almost exactly like I fell for you.......but I seem to be too heartbroken........additionally I cant feel it for her........ amazingly, despite this craving for love, I don't even want to. Attraction is not a choice, that is something that I know from my studies in human psychology. However, I think I was stupid to not induce love the way I know it can be induced into people.........just that I had to stay on in Ludhiana. Anyways........ Best I can do is to bug you a bit by coming to your continent.

I would not be loving you for sure if you're not who I think you are......so you could have rested assured anyways..........hope you're having a wonderful time wherever you are.