Why does this moron think that he loves me?
Answer: I do not know for sure. I do not think I ever will.
What did he see in me that makes him remember me after all this time?
I saw a bit of simplicity, a little bit of a kid, a bit of color and a bit of loveliness. I just found you to be the person I would dream of spending a life with.
Why does this idiot keep bugging me?
Answer: Because I know (and not that I think so, I just know it) that If only, If only you get to know me for once.....you can not "not-love" me. It may be platonic, but that relationship would last a lifetime.
Why cant he just find another girl and "move on" ?
That is because I do not believing in "searching for" and finding love. I believe in letting things come to me. Going around trying to find love is like looking to buy stuff in a market. And I dont believe in treating people as a commodity.
What makes him so restless, like a kid?
I believe, that at our core, we are all kids. We just learn to act like "grown ups". However, what makes me sometimes go down a level below the usual levels would be the fact that I never asked your romantic response, and to be at the receiving end of what I have received despite that can do nothing about my lack of understanding about the truth behind your actions.
To me, for whatever stupid reasons I might be feeling so, you feel like something essential to supporting my life......something like Oxygen for the soul, and I would not mind dying even today, had it not been for those who love me more than themselves.
